My love Niels was an asshole to me the whole time!
Yesterday i came to the city to drink with him and my friends.
But the only thing he did was chasing/flirting with my littlesister.
When i founded out he was trying to Kiss her at the way home I couldnt take it.
Now i have the Suicide feeling. I feel like my heart is shreded(hope i spelled it right?) into pieces.. I dont feel a single happiness. He used me to get to know my littlesister! And i when i fainted and got a heart attack he didnt even care. He just kept on drinking with my little sister.. I feel like a piece of paper theres been cut into tiny little pieces and been spread out of the world. And i cant get all the pieces to a heart again. I just wanted him to be only one. I wanted HIM!
But life just isnt fair all the time..
I just want to kill him!
I've kicked him and yelled at him. And the only thing he asked when i was leaving was: "Why arent you saying goodbye to me and giving me a hug!?" I was like. 'SHUT UP YOU FUCKING SKUNK!'.. can never find love again.. I always end up getting hurt..